financial

I am quite worried of my present financial economy. I have been overly spending for the past few months, not even able to record all my expenses. I don't know why sometimes we can't control ourselves from buying things that we really don't need. Just yesterday I watched Confession of a Shopaholic. It was a feel good movie that I enjoyed. Comparing myself to the lady in the green scarf, I'm actually not that addicted to shopping. I'm glad I am not or else I am now facing dreaded high debts, numerous unpaid credit cards or being stalked by Derek Smeath, hehe. Anyway, I am looking forward to accepting my tenure allowance next month, which I'm also very thankful for. It's already a big help in keeping my current lifestyle. But still sadden by the fact that it would not be fixed but performanced- based. I am now thinking of alternative ways of earning money and I hope that God would enlighten me about that..